Clarity

I had lunch with a friend today and told her what was going on. She said I was so grounded, which was funny because I don’t feel that way at all. But she was able to put into words what I feel I need from Mike. And it is quite simple - something important and non-negotiable for me to be happy. I feel such clarity now.*

What is my lesson? This can’t be all about him. To trust myself? To be confident enough to pursue what I want? To be honest with myself and others about what I deserve, and not to settle for less? To believe that I can have everything that I want and that life will rise to meet me?


*Well sort of. Considering what I posted/how I was feeling just a few hours ago, can you see why I still might be a basketcase?